I don't necessarily believe in this sort of stuff, but....

every now and again I find one that really does just fit me for the day.


Gemini (5/21-6/21)Your hopes and wishes are your own -- do not change them to make others happy.

Hmmmm. Ok, if only I didn't get totally shot down when I tried to book my plane ticket yesterday. Apparently I have a bad memory and splurged a tiny bit too much when I was in the US. If I wouldn't have spent $83 I would have been able to book my ticket. Times like this make me wish I would have just used my debit card!!! Oh well, I get paid next week. So I can send money home and then pay off as much as I can. Once I have my plane ticket I think I will be way less stressed and not so crabby towards my hubby. After that, the cards will fall where they fall. If I go to the US alone, of course I am not going to be completely thrilled that I will have to spend 3 plus months away from him...again, but I will be happy. If I am travelling alone my expectations of what hubby does when I am away will be extremely high. I expect that he will have saved enough money so that we can IMMEDIATELY move into an apartment so we don't have to live in the MIL's house ever again. Awww, the thought of that makes me warm and fuzzy inside! I can't wait to have a home of our own! Where I don't have to hold the bedroom door shut with my foot while I am changing clothes if people are home. Where I don't get the look and the chhhhhh everytime I take a shower and don't dry my hair and everytime I walk around the house barefoot. I will also have a place to make my own!! To buy paintings or print photos for. I can't wait to tell my sister to start painting something for MY apartment. :D
Anyways let me jump off my dream cloud for a second and get back to reality. I still have a few more months, well, 2 months and 5 days til I go to the US!!!



Awwwwww!!!!
Rodrigo just called the Embassy to schedule an appointment for his tourist visa!! And usually there is a month of a wait, meaning I would have a whole month to help him get documents and papers to ensure that everything will run smoothly and he will get the visa. So I was expecting to have that time. BUT NO!!!! THE APPOINTMENT IS NEXT WEEK!!!! NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY!! THAT'S NOT EVEN A WHOLE FUCKING WEEK FOR ME TO GET THOSE PAPERS TOGETHER. FUCK!! FUCK!!! FUCKITY FUCK!!!!