WARNING!

Unless you have a lot of time on your hands...like me. Or you are one of those people that does not get addicted to things, never ever ever go to this website. AND never ever ever try playing this game. Unless you really really want to. I have been playing it for 3 hours!! 3 hours!!! What is wrong with me!?!?!? It's not even that good of a game. It's just one of those games where you think you are so smart and of course you can beat this level. You try the levels over and over again because each time you play you learn a little strategy so you think you can beat the level. But you fail. So you try again, again, and again!!

Anyways. On another note, I helped Rodrigo finish the little details of stuff he needs for his interview on Tuesday. Now we have nothing left to do, but pray and hope that everything goes ok. Hopefully, my husband will be able to FINALLY meet my family. He will be able to experience an US public high school graduation ceremony, he will experience life on the countryside, and he will see what a traditional Kasella wedding is like. It will not be ours. I don't think I have blogged about this, but Ro and I will not be able to have our church wedding in the US this year, there just isn't any money saved...anywhere for this. So, we are postponing it until...who knows. We win the lottery maybe...
So I am asking for good vibes, prayers, and any kind of good wishes you can send for Rodrigo. I know I should feel confident about this and in a way, I do. But I have been let down in the past....twice. So there is always the three and a half months away from my lover that scares me to the point of tears. I am a strong person. I have always been independent, but something happened when I fell completely in love with Rodrigo. When I am away from him, I am not me. Half of me is missing. And I hate that feeling so much that I would like to repeat April of 2005 one hundred and twenty times over again than to be away from my hubby for that long again. That's TEN YEARS!!!

(I suppose I should explain April of 2005. I had my wisdom teeth surgically removed on the first of April. I remember being knocked out saying hi to some lady who came in the room and just said, "hi." The only problems I have ever had with my teeth were these fuckers, I still have a scar on my right back gums where they had to cut out my last molar to move it so they could get the crooked fucker out. My cheek left was infected for two weeks after that. I remember going to the Dr. and he stabbed my mouth with something strange and sharp, "to get the pus out." I remember this because I think it was the first time I ever said the "F" word in front of my mom. When we were walking out I said, " I am never going to see that fucker again!" Of course this was one of the times where my mom had to say, "Shannon Kay, watch your mouth. Hahaha! Honestly I don't remember much of those weeks. I didn't eat, well I ate, but I am pretty sure my diet was Jello pudding cups and yogurt if I could even finish the cup before I fell asleep, and I had lots of hydro condone. (sp) For the week after those 2 weeks, I was sick, sick, sick! I went to the Dr. twice for tests for strep throat only to fail the first 2 and have to get blood drawn for a mono test. Passed that one two days before prom. I didn't have a date and went anyways, whiter than Casper, had a 0% F in Language Arts because I missed so much school and the rest of my classes were nowhere near As, Bs, or even Cs!! ANYWAYS, April 2005=pain and HELL!!)

Also, about Hubby's ticket, I have been watching, watching and watching the Continental website. I have been looking at my flight there and back to see what it is going to cost for Rodrigo to fly with me. I really don't want to fly alone again, but the way it looks now, we are $200 short of having Ro fly with me:( I hate when something I want is close enough to happening that I can think back to what I have spent in the past year that I could have gone without just to have that plane ticket for Ro. It's pathetic to think about what I spent my last $200 on!! If I would have gone without 1 trip to Walmart for the basic can't-be-found-in-Chile stuff when I was in the US, one pair of Vanity jeans, 2 tanks of gas, 1 trip to Applebees, 2 books from Barnes and Noble, and two nights at the bar, I would have enough money so that Rodrigo could fly with me! Okay, I will not regret the decisions I made! But still!!! I will learn from my mistakes and I WILL be smarter with my money in the future!!!! I can go without tampons!! NO I CAN'T!!!! I can go without books!! :( I can go without Secret Spring Fresh deodorant!!! EWW!! Would never!!! I didn't need the bag of Cheetos Cheddar Jalapeño or the White Cheddar Cheez-its or the bag of Cool Ranch Doritos for my hubby! But honestly, without all that stuff I know that coming back to Chile without that stuff I would have been worse. Homesickness would have sunk in faster. And I would have been bitching about no tampons or having to pay a million times as much for an 8 pack, I would have been bored with nothing new to read, and I would have bitched about some stinky ass deodorant that is not the same as the stuff I have been using for the last 8 years of my life!!
Okay, I am shutting up now and going away. Not to bed yet, but back to my stacker game. Chau chau!!!

P.S. My husband has started to say, "Po" when he is talking in English!! What should I do now!?!?!??!