So Here I am.

I've been in Minnesota for 4 days now. The weather is amazing, spending time with family and friends is amazing, but being away from Rodrigo just  BLOWS!!!! I feel like I live 2 separate lives, the life with my family and friends and having so much fun that time flies by way too fast, but I am always missing and thinking about Ro. And the life in Santiago, the one that I really don't enjoy. I love being with my hubby everyday I love love love cooking for him and kissing him goodnight before he rolls over and I cuddle up to him. But really what I am missing in Stgo is family and friends. Nobody gives me the time of day to become a friend and Ro's family is separated and takes sides and gets jealous to the point that I don't even want to try to spend time with anyone because I am always "hurting someone's feelings" for spending 1 hour more with that side of the family instead of the other. I have also decided that the crap that I have been coughing up HAS to have something to do with the smog that built up in my lungs that past almost 6 months. Gross. I also have to admit that I may be afraid of the dark. Driving at night here really gives me the creeps. I'm so used to having the street lights everywhere and here its damn dark! And the STARS!!! I love it!! I can see them and I can hear the crickets chirping and I love love love love being in thecountry. I am NOT a city girl and I really don't think I can convert.... Stgo is just not for me.... :( maybe we can move to the country in Chile... or Ro will just give into it and we can move to the US!! I hope! Well gotta go hug my niece!! Little goober!! She's so damn smart and cute!!! :D